Thoughts in the Shower at four am washing the cum out of my hair from Maenadum vol 1 number 1 This is one of, maybe, the very first thing I wrote on Xanadu (She is the laptop I have and so the repository of all my dark sorcery). Despite most of Maenadum 1/1 being stuff I had from the (tiny) scrap apple print run of vol 0 (which is a story itself), a few things I had been writing that year snuck in there when I decided to put these together. I think this is from January or maybe early February of 2020. In a lot of respects the stuff in Maenadum vol 1 one and two feel now like precursors or companion pieces to Ishtar Who knows? Maybe one day I can fold them in? . At any rate, like a lot of my super early stuff it’s very slice of life (something I think I would like to get back to a bit honestly). And like a fair bit of the material in Ishtar, it speaks about and with the language of sex work, w...