MSG introduction recording "It is a hell of a thing."

I was going to post the chapter but I think honestly the spoken word (the original) has more power to it.      It is pretty self contained as a thing unto itself here however.   From the opening to my book the Maenad Survival Guide (not a reading, per se, this is one of six recordings that form the basis for the work.)

Content Warning: Language Madness, Transphobia, Suicide,

Trigger Warning: Abandonment, abuse, PTSD, suicidal ideation, trauma


 Transcript   Google sucks and won't let me embed audio so click here.  (Soundcloud link)  



Survive and persist. 

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